Author: Jennifer8367

well its nearly 3am, and im awakening in my space at Boomtown that i went to sleep in prior to 5pm. rather of awakening several times in the middle of the night to utilize the restroom i just got up 3 or 4 times. excellent news is this being a friday night, ill still have the ability to discover a poker video game someplace, the larger issue may be getting a motorist to come all the method out to boomtown, or possibly the typical $22 fare will be a $75 fare. their live BJ tables here close in the middle of the night at 1am, and do not resume til 9am. and the vbj i utilized to play here in the middle of the night i no longer wish to since its now 6-5 and it wasnt on my previous check out.

Envision just how much of our lives are lost sleeping 8-10 hours each day. we might be living practically 40 percent longer lives.

I had a shit lots of various dreams tonight. In the last dream i simply got up from, I remained in among these substantial homes i dream about (which constantly are ones my mommy owns) and i hadnt remained in your house, which is typically the case. (is that due to the fact that i do not go see like she desires?) To her home isn’t truly huge nor were any of the ones she leased when i was under 18 that i matured in, however to somebody like me whose been homeless their entire life and resided in houses and motel spaces much smaller sized, all homes are huge.

there are individuals in here to play poker, and i see the front door not closing appropriately and somebody i do not understand boiling down from the stairs. and i see her bringing catered food from someplace and i question whats going on. and another young black lady takes a seat close by her to play poker and im getting a shit lots of modification off the flooring, a lot so that it never ever ends and i cant get all the cash and after that im surprised the woman is listening to gospel music and i praise her.

in the earlier dream i am outside a structure and i am speaking to a young person who was seeing me and offering me shit in a gambling establishment and im informing him that i matured in a manner various period than him which why i think so in a different way than him, and he informs me thats not real, and states do u understand that individuals who are spiritual think there were 4 various virgin births in the 1800s and to look it up.

and after that im about to be thrown away of a poker space by the authorities and im talking with the poker space supervisor, and she informs them to toss out Gary rather of me and i hear her informing Gary “ive never ever liked u, and u are not going to inform me who im going to throw away”. And this girl has actually developed into Cathy woods. and im hiding under a blanket due to the fact that we are outdoors and Gary is going to be angry with me, and i do not desire him to see me when he strolls by after getting his chips and after that im inside a dark space and Gary comes over however hes became an alien with an extremely odd bony structure like from deep space and i believe he is leaving however then he returns and connects with his hands and i believe he can feel that im under the blanket and i get up. Gary is in fact a genuine individual who is rather hostile and hostile and assists JB launch the early morning PLO video game some days at the Peppermill.

prior to this, my memory is beginning to fade a little, however im some earlier dreams i was once again in among mamas homes (reality is she just has 1) however im in an unidentified space, and discovering all type of plans in there ive gotten in the mail and old mail i require to open and im searching for all the $20 costs and checks that im attempting to get prior to the strong winds that yes are within, blow whatever away. and i see a huge plan that states this is your alert from a publication called songs scene spirt and life. now this is a publication that existed in TN 25-35 years earlier and was offered mainly thru the mail.

and another dream in which im flying up in the air and have actually simply left a location where individuals with me turned a howitzer on an aircraft and i hesitated of getting in problem with the federal government however then rather they increased and away and im flying over an aircraft that fell under the water

and likewise my feline got string tangled up all over and cant get loose and its captured in a t-shirt or 2 and a fan and i do not understand how to get it loose and my mama is providing me a set of scissors.

i’m really not getting throughout reno. i believed that i was when i was up 2200 in the very first 5 days i remained in town however im still 200 less than the 26200 i showed up off the aircraft from Houston with. and the majority of the journey other than for last weekend, ive had complimentary real estate. that took a couple of hundred off the roll for real estate and another 200 off the rolls for a couple of Ubers to carson and back.

——- (a weeks getaway or two in between composing the blog site)————-

well a minimum of things are much better, and im lastly back to $1600 much better off than when i very first flew to reno, and ive got my space looked after for the next 2 weeks established. envision just how much better off id be had $1900 not been lost on a 6-5 VBJ at boomtown over the weekend i remained there. (if the pit was open in between 1am and 9am, id have actually played their 3-2 live tables rather).

have tickets this evening for Oreo speedwagon however do not prepare to go to. i question what theyre worth? I hear the space in lake tahoe will be open briefly all 7 days a week once again at some point around november however just when a significant wSOP tourney will be going on. It go back to being closed 2 days a week.

there appear to be numerous brand-new AP devices i do not understand how they work. regrettable Mickey or Yoshi aren’t still readily available to stroll me around.

i couldnt even win cash discovering a device illuminated with all 3 bags loaded with gems. even lost $53. i do much better when i discover 2 bags complete. At least i appear to be winning nearly every session of poker 300 or more. one day i won 1100 overall at poker, 300 300 and 500.

theres no factor i didnt post this blog site a week previously, other than that i believed the post was too brief. Its much better to make brief posts than none at all.

I hear the space in lake tahoe will be open briefly all 7 days a week once again at some point around november however just when a significant wSOP tourney will be going on. At least i appear to be winning nearly every session of poker 300 or more.

I understand my rolls been this low prior to, however i definitely cant keep in mind when, (was certainly well over a year ago) and it definitely wasnt in 2023 dollars either. And inflation didnt exist prior to Biden and the Ukraine.

Even Trump brought us inflation, since of his ill management of Covid and bad hiring practices.They offered a great deal of federal government checks that shouldve never ever been provided. Individuals shouldve remained working. i believe just De Santis and RFK couldve done things right, and i do not completely trust De Santis to keep us out of war either.

The only individuals who need to be getting govt help, (not those who do not belong in this nation) however those who are really too handicapped to hold down a routine task. and individuals shouldnt be made to do belittiling servant labor like lots of handicapped individuals are needed to do for base pay. anybody who cant find out how to drive requirements totally free transport and real estate for life to prevent a dreadful battle and psychological health tension, and those who aren’t severly autistic must get no help at all. and after that u must get support no matter just how much cash u have in the bank due to the fact that unless u keep 5-20k in the bank at all times, how are u expected to live and pay your bills?i would nearly ensure u nearly every gamer in my PLO video games has that much in the bank (or most likely bitcoin or stocks) since otherwise they wouldnt play as badly loose as they do by button straddling, and they wouldnt purchase in so deep. i do not believe everybodies finance is that bad to just keep like 5 buyins when i pursue 100-300 buyins at all times.

I lost so bad at Empire the day prior to i went to Elite social today (both of whom take a heavy rake which is prohibited obviously) however in the previous ive won more times than not. and at Elite the PLO bomb pots are $15 and up the street theyre $5. and id truly like to play bomb pots for greater quantities because thats where the majority of my wins in the past originated from. (still curious how i would perform in the los angelos video game, however feel i cant manage it). and after that i lost another $800 or two today at elite. (i believed it was less till i got home and counted the cash).

——- 2 days later on —–

Rather of scheduling a flight like i shouldve, (not able to choose where to) or entering a more economical hotel for $400 a week rather of $600 a week, i wound up spending for 2 more nights tonight which ill need to go into the workplace at some point prior to midday however after the day shift gets in the workplace at 8. sure does screw up my sleep hours and after that theyll most likely demand housekeeping cleansing it a minimum of when today too. i still believe i ought to discover another hotel, however its a dreadful annoyance to move your things when u need to do it by Uber then possibly wait 2 hours with 3 luggage prior to the next hotel lets u check in at 3pm.

and i won $260 or two today and $662 the other day. Im still listed below 25k. i ruined my roll so bad due to all the times i played online BJ and lost, the most current being the $2500 loss previously today. when Lightning left town i was still 27k plus. And hotels are continuously increasing. specifically in Reno when theyre not totally free, therefore lots of cities such as those in Washington state, Montana, and New Hampshire are entirely unaffordable. and Florida will certainly be that method too when typhoon season ends. thats truly the just great time to go to Florida is throughout typhoon season.

Plus i need more food once again now too because im shopping no larger supply than what my hotel is paid up for (in case i require to move or get a flight).

The only individuals who ought to be getting govt help, (not those who do not belong in this nation) however those who are really too handicapped to hold down a routine task. I lost so bad at Empire the day prior to i went to Elite social today (both of whom take a heavy rake which is prohibited of course) however in the previous ive won more times than not. Rather of reserving a flight like i shouldve, (not able to choose where to) or getting into a more budget-friendly hotel for $400 a week rather of $600 a week, i ended up paying for 2 more nights tonight which ill have to go into the workplace at some point prior to twelve noon however after the day shift gets in the workplace at 8. The only individuals who ought to be getting govt help, (not those who do not belong in this nation) however those who are genuinely too handicapped to hold down a routine task. Rather of reserving a flight like i shouldve, (not able to choose where to) or getting into a more budget friendly hotel for $400 a week rather of $600 a week, i ended up paying for 2 more nights tonight which ill have to go into the workplace at some point prior to midday however after the day shift gets in the workplace at 8.

or perhaps u will simply seem like his

is more sincere about how poker in houston in fact works. my bankroll has actually decreased a horrible lot recently, a great deal of it due to the $3500 i lost online playing Bj about

a week back.

ive had a lot of uber and hotel expenses recently too. (the additional$12 a night i spent for a couch bed for lightning

, the$100 i repaid him on his vehicle rental expenses, and after that changing telephone company when he took me to the Tmobile shop, and so on ). were i not to have actually lost all that online BJ, i wouldve lost over $500 of it anyhow, given that bitcoin dropped over 10%considering that i had$5400 in bitcoin (of which$1200 was later on offered). ive just got about$450 worth of bitcoin now. which would have been over 500 lost without

me playing anything online at all.bitcoin went all the method below the 30s to the 25000s i have not been succeeding at poker either considering that lightning showed up in Houston thursday night. i lost $821 the last night he remained in town, and he was so concerned id lose$2645 that night rather of$821 he returned to examine me as soon as he

ended up consuming at the restaraunt up the street to get me out

of there. and after that the other day afternoon, as soon as id had a great rest, i returned and lost $624 more.then i had another great rest and played from 330am to 5am today, and lastly returned $322 of it. im delighted the video game was breaking because at one point i had more than$100 more. i wouldve lost it all back and PLO wasnt even going just NL. sundays are dead, the night prior to there were 3 video games addressing that time in the middle of the night. In houston a lot of the nl video games still have 1 hand of PLO per NL orbit with a double board PLO bomb pot too. Lightning concurred with me that Heb is much better supermarket. it was his very first time ever within one. I didnt purchase enough food, i am quickly going to be out however i couldnt since ill requirement to change to a smaller sized space when

my week is up so im no longer paying $12 a night additional for a sofa. and i may simply leave town or change back to the other

location of Houston i remained in 2015. The gamers escape in this suburban area of houston seem far much better gamers. i encountered AA with KK and KK when i tumbled 2 couple with KT fit. appears like 1 man constantly had a beast when he raised and im not utilized to that. normally i control the raiser. I am getting worn out of texas poker policies. Im ill of individuals constantly button straddling when it makes me act. since i need to fold whatever i usually wouldnt in the blinds either that or call a huge raise out of position with an inferior hand. the BS usually raises. and another actually bothersome aspect of texas poker is constantly needing to ask to please alter the music so i do not need to listen to continuously blasphemies masquerading as music. i like the great old music i matured with, michael jackson and Cyndi Lauper. Plus the beat is bothersome as hell. i do not like no music with a beat. i was actually stunned that lightning does not look after Houston poker and i believe his big loss today played a huge roll in that. he states he chooses video games where individuals buyin brief for$300 max (no$1000 buyins in 1-3) and where they wont raise him preflop with trash, however just when they really have a hand. i inform him thats not how u make

cash and he stated he does not attempt to play to win cash.

the only video game he truly looked after was when he jived with the owner at a little small club near spring, up until now north its not even on poker atlas since its so little. He won a little quantity there. i didnt, however the previous see i did rather well there. and they do a much lower rake. Numerous locations in texas have 10 and up to 15 rakes which aren’t even legal however that does not stop so lots of spaces from doing it. just the houston location spaces though.

they absolutely split down in the other cities other parts of the state and no space in san antonio, austin, or dallas would ever think about running the risk of attempting it. i am a little worried likewise about 1 more thing. appears the expense of hotels a minimum of in the location i utilized to remain are gradually increasing in rate. the only ones more affordable are where i didnt feel comfy remaining at. My last stay on airbnb was in el paso where i was offered a bad evaluation so i hope i wont have a more difficult time utilizing it once again. that was generally due to the fact that i never ever gone back to el paso to clean up the location so they stated i was unpleasant. and they never ever got the secrets back either.

I didnt purchase enough food, i am quickly going to be out however i couldnt since ill requirement to change to a smaller sized space as soon as my week is up so im no longer paying$12 a night additional for a sofa. Just the houston location spaces.

 we all know that i dont order food in a poker room. Not even when the food is “free” or “free using comps”. but when i was in shreveport for a while i was actually staying in the casinos hotel. and that meant no microwave in the room, and no freezer. and the fridge was very tiny. and as much as i was getting in comps per hour for food, i pretty much felt i had no choice. so i began using some for food. 

now part of the time i was in Shreveport i was staying at a place that had a full size fridge with a freezer, but i moved out because i started worrying about having too much cash on me due to there not being a way to deposit into Bank of america or wells fargo in shreveport. and i didnt want to worry about the wrong person knowing where i was staying and people busting the door down in the middle of the night. so i started paying a little more to stay in the casino. not as much more as you would think because i got him to give me really good deal, but he said he could only do it for a very short term and then id need to be out again. 

i was frantically looking for people to give me zelle the whole time i was in shreveport and i found even 1 or 2 i thought could be trusted to do cash app. (always worry someone will reverse it by claiming they got hacked). its only safe with zelle. zelle is like bitcoin, it cant be reversed. 

so i bought a greendot card at walmart and then i had more than 1 way to add money at walmart. i could do both 500 max cash app at walmart and another 500 max greendot. but neither are a good solution for those wishing to store large sums, both have a limit of 500 and 1000 a week. 

Vince wondered why i decided to leave Shreveport and pay $400 for Uber to Houston when i was doing so well there. (actually the only reason i was really doing well was because of winning close to $2500 in bitcoin since i bought $2100 worth of bitcoin almost a month ago). i was losing all the time in their 10-20 omaha hilo game, so much so that i offered the other players $500 if they ever caught me playing that game (in that casino) ever again, and i never played it once since i said this to the table. 

But i was sick and tired of not being able to deposit cash into my bank and my bank got smaller every week because the hotel wouldnt let me pay the bill in cash at checkout. the casino said they absolutely do not accept any cash. so i left the area, and i was also getting tired of only 1 boat there allowing bomb pots. and as far as $1-3 PLO? the game i make almost all my money in in texas? it never goes in shreveport. only got to play once in 5 weeks. all they have is $2-5 or $5-5 PLO with a $500 min buy in both games. 

speaking of Vince u can ask him when u see him dealing graveyard at the Horseshoe in vegas, but he really enjoyed his vacation at Rays house in Toledo. he was there a whole week, and they visited Michigan, Sandusky OH, and a private poker club (similar to the ones in TX) but with mostly tourneys and way less cash games. and him and Ray played 2 tourneys and Vince was the staker. Ray actually reached the final table in 1, but not the money. 

Now as for the story about being thrown out of the doghouse, the doghouse is the name of a cardroom in the Houston area. its quite a ways out from most of the rooms ive played at in the past, but it had some really good promotions i wanted to take a shot at. and being so far out its tough to find an Uber if u wait too late after midnite. Houston is a very large area. you know how in reno u never will pay more than $20 to go from one end of the metro area to the far opposite end? well in Houston that might be $60 from the far NW to the far Southeast. and an hours drive. 

so what u really need around here is a friend with a car. and i am afraid to trust new people i havent been close to already for the past 30 years or so. so i dont have anyone in the area im close enough to. 

if u know how to fight or carry a gun on you, then it doesnt matter how little a time period youve known this person. but this isnt the case with me. 

also if u know how to fight and carry a gun on you, u can stay at motels with doors to the outside costing $300 a week instead of having to be in one luxurious and indoors, costing $700-900 a week. 

remember in the previous blog i mentioned why i left Houston? and about how someone was bitching about a $15 tip since he claimed others wouldve tipped $25-100?

well these guys (and the owner who often plays in the PLO with his wife) have seen im a little wierd due to my autism and emotionally get worked up easily. especially when forced to seat change to the middle of a new table from my original table where i was in the 3 seat because of a must move rule. (this was the day before). 

i love bomb pots and am frustrated so few states allow them in live games. for this is what makes poker fun and worth playing instead of a drudgery of hard joyless work. And not only do bomb pots make the pots a lot better, i wish we could get a mandatory $10 2-7 bounty in all the games too. (but of course no one will ever agree) that way u never know if someone raising has a real hand, or just wants to steal the blinds for the extra $80 from the other 8 players. (and is why it must be $10 instead of $5. $40 instead of $80 just doesnt make the raise with 7-2 worth the risk). and the only time people would ever agree is for $5 not $10. 

No one wants to make changes to the game, because they dont want to do anything that takes them out of their comfort zone. its the same reason people will agree to a button straddle, but not an UTG straddle. Instead all they do is buyin deep (im usually always the only one at a PLO in TX with less than $2000 in front of me) and bitch at me for playing so few pots. and Bill Potts wont come to TX because he thinks a 1-3 game with $20,000 on the table is way too small and u need a nitty vegas style Bellagio $5-10 blinds game to be able to win. 

Anyway i would love to play in an all bomb pot game here (like u can in san antonio or dallas) but only one club here has it and its a horrible game. $11 rake per hand and a ton of short stacks in the game. and its the ONLY game in all of texas filled with short stacks. it seems people are scared of playing a big stack in a bomb pot game, while they are totally comfortable with it in a regular PLO or NL game. Or maybe its because at the place that offers an all bomb pot game regularly the game is full of “house players”.

this being said, i want to make SURE i get to play the one bomb pot per orbit on the dealer change. i used to only play the bomb pots where i had a positional advantage but some players give u a hard time if u do this, and others dont ever play the bomb pot, even if theyre on the button (which is tremendously stupid on their part).

and this club, unlike all the other clubs i played bomb pots in, they were doing either $6 or $12 bomb pots. But the reason the bomb pot wasnt $5 or $10 was because they were putting in the extra for the dealer. so the dealer either made an extra $9 or $18 on the hand. and it was mandatory or else u couldnt be dealt in the bomb pot.

now i have a real problem with a tip being mandatory and i especially dont like the policy of an upfront tip from all the losers so the winner wont have to tip. i hate this policy in tourneys where theres a $10 dealers fee additional too. 

so the dealers and players were already bitching at me over tips. 

and i wasnt in a good mood because id lost my first buyin early with T9TQ double suited and had rebought a few times and was eventually in the game for $834. 

and then when i finally won 2 3rd of a huge pot, i and seat 4 were positive the dealer made a mistake in dividing up the pot and the rest of the table was pissed i wasnt going to let myself be shorted and finally we found out i got paid correctly from the floorman after he had double checked the camera. (the owner was at the table, but didnt want to get involved). 

i wouldnt have even made a lot of money on that hand had i asked to run it twice. but i asked to run it 3 times and the other player agreed. 

and not only that it took AA99 single suited to win. all my lower hands id had all day were useless.

that pot got me back to $801 to where i was finally stuck less than $50 but they were pissed off when i didnt tip. 

i didnt feel obligated to i was still stuck and it was the only pot id won. 

then a little while later i got in a pot with the owners wife in it and after the hand, and us splitting a pot, i had $856 on me (and for the first time was $22 ahead). i wouldve given the dealer a tip that time of $1 since i hadnt the previous hand, since i was now unstuck finally and he had dealt me a piece of a pot twice, but i didnt.

here is why. the odd dollar which was supposed to go to me being in front of the button, he just put in his tray. had he given it to me, id have gave it back to him. now that was wrong of him unless that really is the house policy. 

Then i won another pot a short time later with a different dealer and i was finally up over $200 for the day. and the owners wife started bitching about me “only” giving the dealer $1 and said it wasnt nearly enough. now the owner and his wife they were very rich people and so it seemed like everyone else was at the table but me. 

so i got quite mad and started speaking about how awful it is that the dealers in TX are way overpaid compared to how little my friends who are dealers are making in NV and other states and how in those other states people get fired for not being thankful over every dollar. and how i wish i could take these dealers money and give it to those who deserved it. and the owner said i couldnt be speaking to his wife that way and forced me to leave and said not to come back. his wife was asian so that probably is why. a lot of guys get an asian wife because they want a possession they own instead of an equal partner like a normal white or black american would be. he a lot of times thought she would lose if he put her in for too much and is why he thought she should be in 1-3 instead of 5-5 the other day (before i knew he was the owner) and she played a lot of hands i sure wouldnt play. Had his wife not been asian i dont think he wouldve been so mad. 

i dont know where ill play now since my hotel is in the wrong part of town. guess im stuck with some high Uber fees for a bit. its a shame because the promotions were good there that Mickey (not the Mickey u know but a local on facebook) told me about back when i still played a different club he said that club was ripping me off and to try the doghouse instead. also this is about the 2nd nicest hotel ive ever stayed at for a price unbeliveably low. like i said Houston is by far the cheapest place in the country to live. so much cheaper than Vegas. thats why its so unfair to those working in Vegas they dont get tipped nearly what the locals tip here 

most of the locals playing are dealers at the other clubs, its why they tip so much. dealers here make 3 times what dealers make in any other state and yet only pay half as much in housing and gas costs. 

theres a typical kind of poker that i went my entire life rarely playing, limitation holdem. Im shocked this video game still exists. a number of poker spaces here in shreveport have it about as soon as a week, in the $20-40 variation. Since it was going it destroyed my 10-20 hilo omaha 8 the other day, due to the fact that the worst gamer in the video game remained in it rather. Of course i lost. ive been losing a great deal of sessions of 10-20 hilo recently, well over $1000 worth and i utilized to constantly win at that video game. Now i require to play a PL or NL variation of it to win.

my only limitation experience remained in stud, and i normally played 1-5 spread limitation which is rather various than limitation and more like PL. i believe ive forgotten how to play limitation and possibly it injure me to not have any limitation experience. the only times i played limitation holdem was when i had on me $100 or less and broke and was too lazy to go to a gambling establishment that had another video game going besides $2-4 repaired limitation.

im back to around 26k from over 29k, thats over 3000 gone given that leaving Houston. some on expenditures however ive got lots on space rates (at both gambling establishments) and when i was remaining at a routine motel that wasnt almost as safe. the majority of the loss had to do with 6 out of 7 losing days recently, some for over 1000. and im definitely no longer bring excessive money for an airplane. I believe i put too much money into money app.

were it not for all the scary stories ive checked out highway police officers, and TSA taking individuals cash who had as low as $2000 or $4000 on an amtrak or on the highway, id most likely flown out of here long back when i still had 7 or 8k in money on me.

i dream i was anywhere besides here, (other than for the good deals im getting on much lower space rates than anybody else). For i cant win unless im in Texas, which is NOT an advantage. i must have the ability to win no matter where i am. i made over 80k in 2015 (which a wild guess naturally) and its an advantage i banked much of it or id be broke now, however am quickly coming down to no and i doubt ive had even 20k in earnings this year.

I got my facebook prohibited and my mom is questioning why, and im not comfy informing her the factor. its a little awkward.

somebody i never ever understood who they were was at my table recently, (Black man called Brandon) and i believed the factor he included me as a buddy on facebook 2-3 years earlier was from dipping into the clubs in Houston (those were noted as buddies of his). he was informing the young professional at my table who had actually just recently won huge in a stud tourney that he might “get him a sweetheart”. I commented on his page and sent him a link to a hookers advertisement on escort alligator for shreveport and asked him “was this the lady?”.

now as all of us understand, no human beings evaluate facebook, and theres no customer support to email them. whatever is automated and done by robotics. and Brandon states he didnt even understand of my remark to him and never ever saw it. the algorhythm eliminated my link and i got my account prohibited since they stated id had several strikes in the past and was “promoting human trafficking”. now a genuine individual would see i wasnt however just joking around. Theres no live consumer assistance.

i was likewise going to speak about some odd dreams however ive forgotten them by now. all i keep in mind is needing to go up truly high up on a highway being brought up by rope on some lighthouse shaking in the air, and searching for food inside questioning how i might call for assistance through some electronic gidget. and hesitating for my security and going outside a home to get an Uber, and a city bus appearing rather, and me not understanding how to discover a Philliac gambling establishment on the east coast and the bus going into an actually bad area filled with hazardous $20 hotels. A lot of the information and the small dreams and the poker hands included ive forgot the information. i do keep in mind something about seething the church no longer had scrabble video games.

Due to the fact that it was going it destroyed my 10-20 hilo omaha 8 the other day, since the worst gamer in the video game was in it rather. I got my facebook prohibited and my mom is questioning why, and im not comfy informing her the factor.

Well, leaving Houston was a huge error, since at the time i left, i had a little over 29000. and going to shreveport from Coushatta rather of going back to texas was another huge error. I didnt see it in the beginning due to the fact that i was winning at poker when i initially came here, mainly due to the fact that 1 of the 2 boats here has bomb pots. Im generally playing on the other boat which is open all 7 days. (and apparently has a 24 hour poker space) although some days like tonight the video game breaks early.

Resorts in vegas too has 24 hour poker however thats throughout the WSOP and many people who wont come the remainder of the year have no concept. i even seen 2 1-2 PLO video games at resorts on a sunday night and when i remained in vegas that video game just went when a month, definitely not 2 video games on a sunday night. Possibly vegas isn’t as bad a location to be throughout the wsop after all.

I actually must be doing laundry today, however its among the tasks i abhor and dislike the most and require somebody to do it for me. its a pity i went thru life never ever being wed to a great female. Thats unsafe today when ladies no longer think in commitment and dedication to 1 male for life. the worths of civilization were a lot better 100 years earlier.

Nowdays far left wing liberal white females defend the right for males to enter their locker spaces showers and homeless shelters so they can see them naked. therefore their fellow sis will have the ability to experience being raped. when i was born, it was viewed as the mental disorder that it is. a guy would get batter if he got in a females just area.one factor its

tough to win is no omaha video games in the area, unless u play in the when a week video game with a 500 minutes buy which terrible high for 2-5 blinds. i actually miss out on purchasing in for 100 all over in houston with 1-3 blinds and u did NOT need to bring it in for 5.

the video games were still loose as hell, the majority of people purchased in 500-1500.

theres hilo a couple of times a week however because i sleep the incorrect hours its never ever going the hours i am playing. i may be playing state 9pm til 9am at some point and it enters the early afternoons. 10-20 limitation high low. Utilized to be 4 cards when Ray remained in town, now its 5.

i left Houston since of unappreciative and unthankful dealerships. i would lastly get back at on a 1200 pot provide the dealership $15, and he would imitate ive insulted him and inform me a couple of hands later on most would offer him 25 and the other gamer had he won wouldve offered 100. dealerships in texas are so overtipped and ruined since practically everybody else playing in the video game is a fellow dealership. the next day he was intoxicated in a house video game and pestering me for offering the dealership $3 when i lastly got near to even on a pot of 400-500. stated i must offer him a minimum of $6 or $10. and he stated i aint going to defend u or safeguard u any longer from those who dislike u and wish to beat u up.

i believe considering that he dealt me 2 big hands that week with an overall of $19 in suggestions, for about 3000 overall, he felt i expense him a great deal of cash. and he most likely believed i was method up for the previous 9 days, when honestly id just recovered cost. since of all the losses when he wasnt in package.

still it was a rash and dumb choice to leave Houston for the video blackjack video game at Coushatta. i was as soon as down 4000 plus on it and wound up losing 2400. within the next 2 days i got all of it back other than for 300. the majority of what i was down in coushatta was hotel and uber costs, not the video BJ maker.

and i likewise discovered i still can not win at poker at coushatta, no matter what.

online poker draws too. specifically if u play on seals with clubs. practically every table has 3 individuals or less, a minimum of in the middle of the night and if u wish to play something besides NL. frequently its real for NL in the middle of the night too. just a competition would be a complete table.

and now being at a gambling establishment i keep in mind how frustrating it is to continuously act initially in the SB u need to fold all type of hand u would usually limp with. Just the gambling establishments in NV do it. i would enjoy to see it prohibited entirely and i do not comprehend why them exact same nits who like to button straddle wont get the entire table to accept a necessary UTG straddle in location of the button. better action however i can just get them to accept it about as soon as of the 100 times a year i recommend it. why are others a lot nittier than me? some even dislike the bomb pots and sit them out.

and im not getting in almost the hours i performed in my 20s and 30s. i stress my health has actually weakened so quickly and i frequently wind up playing extremely brief sessions when up and just a few long sessions if stuck. and its not worth the Uber fare backward and forward house to wait 2 hours to sit with $100. i sure wish to live out of the gambling establishments and prevent uber completely.

That would conserve me $1000 or more a month with Uber and include $4000 a month or more to real estate expenses. $5500 a month rather of $1500-2000. gambling establishments here are extremely high up on weekends. even worse than vegas since theres less to select from.

the ONLY low-cost escape of town is the amtrak bus which just goes one method which west towards dallas. to go east u requirement to be on the train. 32 will get u to dallas. it will take u to marshall and them put u on the train the other couple of hours. U can not go east on the train. just west. u require to be in dallas to go east on it. (if u wish to go to chicago or toledo).

airlines tickets out of shreveport are high. some cities u cant get to. without 24 hour journeys with numerous connections. vegas or detroit or dallas or houston are even a couple of hundred. often allegiant is 99 to los angeles or fort walton beach, which is far from the ideal locations of florida with poker.

and naturally the most significant issue with shreveport is absence of bank of america, or absence of wells fargo to transfer the money as u win it. motels wont take money. and i do not understand the ideal individuals with zelle to provide money to several times a month. the closest bank of america remains in tyler tx and the closest wells fargo is 90 miles north in texarkana. and it appears the cardroom in texarkana does not have a video game a lot of hours a day and long times they lie to u on the app. some night simply the tourney.

with all these concerns im shocked im still so near 28k i understand this isn’t the ideal location for me long term. i do not understand why i had 3 bad poker nights here just recently excellent action in the NL. lost 971 when, 272 when and 200-300 as soon as. the last couple of times i played.

32 will get u to dallas. U can not go east on the train. Resorts in vegas too has 24 hour poker however thats throughout the WSOP and many individuals who wont come the rest of the year have no concept. 32 will get u to dallas. U can not go east on the train.

i won a lot more than typical this month (and because i do not keep track, the ONLY method i understand im up someplace from 6-7k in the last 5 weeks at poker in Houston is since i have $6300 more in money than when i shown up in houston). and i invested about $400-500 more in money on food at the supermarket. whatever else i spent for (ubers, real estate, and so on) was with a debit card. Just the boost in money on hand is the poker revenue. i had less than 2k in money and now have more than 8k in money so i require to transfer a little in the bank.

i am questioning if not concentrating on upgrading the blog site (and focusing just on winning money-i have not spent for a massage the entire 5 weeks ive been here, when in the previous, ive spent for one about 15 times in 5 weeks). absolutely nothing in life matters more than cash does. You can get thru life without household, buddies, love, health, however u can not get thru life without cash. for without cash u need to sleep outdoors every night rather of inside. and considering my life ages 17-22, theres absolutely nothing in life more frightening thats even worse than sleeping outdoors.

I’ve practically destroyed and squandered my entire life due to the fact that i didnt constantly put cash initially over whatever else. i keep in mind how broke i was throughout my 20s and 30s due to the fact that whatever i won, i squandered it on hookers and providing cash to individuals like Britni and Lorna and i do not understand if wec or Vook still read this blog site, however if so they are most likely the only ones who would not just bear in mind that, however really recognize it held true. for today, nobody would ever believe id provide a female a cent. i couldve quickly had half a million conserved up from poker by age 50 with my ability level

that and naturally blackjack and video poker. those video games injure me awfully for many years. i constantly did far even worse that anticipated ev from counting cards due to the fact that i would keep decreasing the bet on great plus counts to conceal the reality i was counting and wagering huge on counts i shouldnt have even if i was down.

a great deal of societys issues with homelessness can be traced to 2 factors. one property managers wont lease to great occupants with a lot of money in their savings account who do not require to work due to the fact that they have a lot money, however rather of having the ability to quickly have lots of cash to manage to pay, theyd rather have a person living income to income constantly broke who has charge card he can obtain from to pay lease.

We end up paying two times as much on airbnb and hotels and frequently would like to shoot somebody every time they ask us why we cant get a house since we are so ill of hearing it.

and factor 2 we do not have almost sufficient psychological organizations taking inpatients. the law made them all go to outpatients unless u threaten to eliminate yourself or others. they might get 1 million off the streets overnite and make life much more secure for individuals who want to ride a bus to conserve cash on Uber.

when i was homeless under age 21, i attempted to get myself devoted to them so i wouldnt be homeless and they wouldnt let me remain due to the fact that i wasnt self-destructive. At times i pretended to be, like when i strolled outside the window on the ledge of the roofing at a health center in toledo ohio. i satisfied my kids mom in a psychological organization and was her sweetheart for over 3 years.

or when hitchhiking and would get naked so the cops would come and choose me up. i wouldve had a significantly various life (and wouldve had the ability to get a dealing task and make 500 a nite and never ever stress over cash) had actually i not gotten a felony since of my autism. i never ever believed the cops would believe it was severe adequate to charge me.

now the only method ill ever be far better off economically (considering that im too old and it would take another 25 years to make it at poker and wait up) will be if i can ever discover a lawyer ready to take legal action against the authorities in vegas for a civil liberties offense and an unlawful arrest im sure the case might quickly be won if a lawyer would take it.

among the important things i dislike the most about Houston is they do the button straddle the incorrect method, and i hate acting initially in the little blind. u would believe the video game would be unequalled due to the fact that its really challenging play versus, yet im winning far simpler than i would remain in vegas. Its actually an embarassment i cant gain from Bart Hanson (Gus Hansons bro), due to the fact that he did have an excellent podcast on bomb pot technique (and now all the all bomb pot video games are way too tight and expensive a rake) and even the 1 bomb pot every half hour video games the bomb pots aren’t almost as beatable as when they were brand-new.

i am typically in circumstances with hands like KJ and in the BB and theres a $5 button straddle and its my $2 in the BB. in a routine video game reno or vegas design i might quickly understand what to do as soon as i see what the remainder of the table does. In a bomb pot video game i keep having to fold due to the fact that its not worth the danger of somebody raising behind me out of position and for me to raise out of position and have a puffed up pot id have to bluff to the river with K high no set would be actually fast method to go bust.

I dislike individuals who raise in the BB or SB, this is exceptionally foolish unless u are so brief u have great equity getting allin preflop with hands like JJ or much better.

Numerous times im on the button with hands like A3 fit and i sure cant fold with such excellent pot chances however then i end up having to fold anyhow preflop after a significant raise in the blinds.

or like today, (although i did win over $385 in between 2 various spaces) when i would be attempting to see a flop in sb with AJ and i put the additional $1 in with excellent pot chances and i had a lot of chips to attempt to go allin.

man raises to $15 and a man calls, and i sure didnt wish to call $15 simply to fold on the flop and felt he was raising actually light so i pushed the $55. he calls and we run it two times so my read was right he is weak. he has KQ. and i lost two times. this space has a policy when u run it two times u can refrain from doing 2 boards its flop two times two times and i dislike this too.

he has definitely no company raising KQ off in the BB. do u understand the number of numerous times ive folded that preflop today even if im in too early a position for $2

i guess possibly everyones dreadful play is why im winning or am i simply running above average? i doubt im playing various than when i lost 3k in 10 days right prior to i left houston for great 2 years back.

You can get thru life without household, pals, love, health, however u can not get thru life without cash. I’ve quite much messed up and lost my entire life due to the fact that i didnt constantly put cash initially over whatever else.

im going to keep this really quick, due to the fact that its extremely challenging to type from my phone rather of my laptop computer and ive never ever done it previously.

after a couple of little wins today, and after returning about $1000 from coinroyale management (due to the fact that im such a GOOD consumer for having well over 10k in online losses in a couple of months) for the mistake i made i informed u about in my last blog site, i got a partial settlement for striking the incorrect button. they stated they typically never ever do it however they made an exception for me.

I was back to about 26 and a half and am now at 24k

i got home, believing i wasnt winning almost enough to get this roll back up, and i did what ive constantly been doing in your home for hours for 1-3 months. (play and martingale BJ online. and i couldnt find out how to stop myself). the minutes bets are just about 3c worth of bitcoin that makes martingaling 5 hands simultaneously so simple.

the huge bulk of the drop from 57k to 24k was online BJ. more than any other problem. its a dependency i couldnt control.

after losing 2200 (all of my bitcoin) i made a very rash choice out of rage. i went and tossed both of my laptop computers off a high bridge into the water to avoid somebody from discovering them and erasing my savings account.

how else can i avoid myself from continuously betting in the room?i wont have the ability to release anymore blog sites. for this took about 2 hours to type on the phone when it would been carried out in 10 minutes online. and ill be online much less. most likely for the very best. i cant stand typing from a mobile phone. all my time will be invested dipping into the live poker table til im too worn out to do anything however sleep. similar to when i was 21-25 and healthy.

(play and martingale BJ online. (play and martingale BJ online.

let me discuss a number of hands of poker that would drive anybody up the wall. I had actually been betting hours with $100, was up $30 early on, and had actually ultimately included cash a couple of times and id existed 4-5 hours and remained in the video game for $293, then $393.

i called a raise from the blinds with 44 in a 4 method pot and tumbled a set on a board of Q54 with 2 spades. i felt the woman who raised most likely had a huge hand since she hadnt raised much, and ran out position. she wagered $35, one man called, so i pushed my last $200-300. i wouldve been thankful to end it there, since i was distressed to go consume. and simply removing the dead cash wouldve cut enough off the loss to go.

when she called, i was hoping she had AA and not AK of spades. (2 outs rather of 9). the other man revealed a Q then folded. and u understand what she did have AA. and after that the dealership dealt 3 2 for the turn and river.

i wouldve left right away however i wished to wait on my blind. I rebought $100 and 2-3 hands later on this took place. i attempted a $6 button straddle and figured id give up in another round. i got dealt KJ offsuit and another gamer made it $15 and i called and another gamer.

flop comes 7JK offsuit and the initial raiser bets $30. i felt bound to push the $100 and hoped they didnt have a set. and they didnt i was ahead. (till the ace struck the turn obviously). i did leave then.

i returned to my space, consumed, and played a little BJ online with the $3800 i had in bitcoin. my bitcoin had actually been increasing in worth all week long, by numerous hundred dollars, about $300 in profits and about $500 more by the current uptick in the cost of bitcoin.

i was martingaling the bets and coming down a fair bit however on that last hand i had 5 distribute and got dealt 55 on the very first hand versus the dealerships 2. i accidently struck the incorrect button (most significant error of my life) and SPLIT rather of double down, and right away got a 10 on both hands. out of my 5 hands, i just had 1 excellent hand of 20 in all the hands and did not take any other hits.

dealership turns over J, then 6 for 18 and i lost on 4 of the 5 hands, and after that i withdrew $1100 (which was what was left of the $3800). and put the 1100 back in my bitcoin ewallet.

had i not took that additional 10 on mishap, dealership wouldve turned over J, then 10 for a bust card, and id have actually won all 5 hands, and after that i couldve withdrawn about $4300 rather of $1100.

ive never ever in my life made that mistake prior to playing online blackjack and it was most likely all due to listening to Bob Neresians podcast about BJ benefit play while playing, and the earlier poker loss may had me sidetracked.

just got $38 left online of the $82 i had the poker cash online approximately as soon as a couple of days ago too.so now my live bankroll has to do with 27600 which is the most affordable its remained in about 75 years. i still require to fly out of denver, to someplace its inexpensive.

i do not wish to play absolutely nothing besides omaha ever once again. no no limitation, no bj. i won over 1100 in omaha the very first 2 nights i was here.

It does not go daily. wed and fri

Well im still not exactly sure if theres a laundrymat around here other than for the one in the recreational vehicle Park, however a minimum of the wifi in my space works actually well which is great after being stuck in my space at the D without it a couple of days prior to hand. i will constantly utilize my complimentary nites at the golden gate from now on rather of the d. never ever have issues with wifi there. all right now for the journey report. i flew out of vegas the day after playing the fulfill up video game with lightning and Luke at the sahara, where i couldnt win anything and was pleased it ended.

was truly surprised Vince appeared on time for the video game. and the next day i won about$700 playing BJ at the D, however that was just when i had a lot of divides and double downs with a $90 wagered out there. 6 bets of $90, all winning when the dealership busted is $540 winners rather of $540 losers which hand made all the distinction. Advantage i understand to divide 44 v 5 in a great count when doubles after divides are permitted. The exact same day prior to i left i played Troopers bomb pot tourney and as soon as i got in i understood the video game was holdem rather of omaha. thankfully though it didnt trigger any

problems for me and i still wound up in the slice at the end and got$ 396 for my efforts. i was going to fly to Reno however at the last minute chose to fly someplace ive never ever been where i wished to fly to where up until now, ive not encountered a soul who understands either me, or my blog site. Rather of a lot of totally free spaces, im paying like $100 a night. i misinterpreted a promo( i was informed it would take a minimum of 1000 points prior to i might have them see about getting me a space) so thats$2000 thru a video craps( the VBJ was 6-5)and considering that they cant screw up the chances on craps like they can on VBJ, i played craps rather. i lastly had 1011 points when i left it hours later on, and after that they informed me my theo was way too low and id requirement about 3x the play. There went that complimentary space. i had actually registered for a gamers card for the very first time. i played poker in a various gambling establishment up the roadway a methods, and the blinds were 2 and 2 NL.$ 100-500 buyin. anybody might eliminate it for $4 and after that u would need to bring it in for $8, however otherwise u still needed to bring it in for $4 rather of limp the$2

. Was i delighted to see theyre doing it the reno and vegas method rather of the detroit and philadelphia method of the little bling acting. today i got stuck over $500 however ultimately recuperated and left $187 up. the very same loose young gamer whose a routine( everybody resides in the location however me) was raising all the time preflop ultimately contributed$300 to me

when i had AQ and tumbled leading 2 set on a flop of AQ2 and he had AJ. the earlier times he calls my allin preflop with AK hearts with J4 of diamonds for over $100 and wins when he strikes a 4 on the river. and after that when i had JJ the very same gamer put me allin preflop with 67 offsuit and turned a set. and another man remained in with 46 matched and busted the set of eights i tumbled on a flop of K85. This night i wasnt so fortunate went back about 10pm to play til 4am after some sleep, and ultimately was in the video game for $ 414 and i was down to my last$228 when a woman raised to$ 27 and one man called. i pushed my AK and she believed a

long period of time and i believed if she believed that long she definitely do not have excessive and would likely fold because i hadnt barely played a hand. she lastly called with JJ. and i stated lets program 1 card to make it more fascinating, she stated ok, and i arbitrarily turned over the K, and after that got mad when she declined to turn a card over after stating Ok. i was hoping she would turn over an ace, since i understood she couldnt have aa, so then i wouldnt need to fret about her having a set. and she makes a capacity with the JJ. i never ever did reveal the other card and she may still believe it was KK rather of AK. a minimum of she revealed the complete boat really excitedly rather of requiring me to turn over both cards prior to she reveals. might been even worse i guess.so i left stuck$414 and got it back on the 3-2 BJ maker next door where i registered for a card.

made 394 points for the register perk and my loss back from poker. well i made $412, plus$15. unfortunate thing is i do not believe i can remain around here long, the poker space is just open 4 nights a week, and my mouth and scalp feel aching continuously due to me never ever repairing my teeth, gradually deterioting and most likely have 15 cavities now rather of the 3 on the other side

. My excema in dreadful shape. i require to go to texas or someplace i can get a consistent address and play daily. theres numerous live BJ 3-2 spaces here with 10 dollar minimum bets.and i didnt strategy this out well. i shouldve hugged the airport the very first nite and rode out to the gambling establishments the list below day the Lfyt chauffeur was bitching and groaning about believing he would just get 30 of the 85 fare, and

stated i was fortunate he didnt leave me by the side of the roadway

, and after that practically kicked me out when i discussed providing another chauffeur a$5 pointer which he believed was dreadful because id informed him id lost over $12k at BJ right prior to i came. individuals do not comprehend the distinction in between losing 12k and winning 12k had i stated that after winning 12k id be the dreadful individual however after losing 12k, they are fortunate to get shit. and the chauffeur made me uneasy stating i must offer him a few of that. he wished to cancel when he saw how far i was going and i hesitated of being taken beyond town and robbed. when individuals are autistic so severly they cant find out to drive, the govt ought to offer totally free transport and they must never ever have to pay a cent. it would be various if they wouldnt severly handicapped and might lease a cars and truck. the govt does not look after individuals the method God desires them to.

6 bets of $90, all winning when the dealership busted is $540 winners rather of $540 losers and that hand made all the distinction. The very same day prior to i left i played Troopers bomb pot tourney and as soon as i got in i recognized the video game was holdem rather of omaha. Rather of a lot of complimentary spaces, im paying like $100 a night. The exact same day prior to i left i played Troopers bomb pot tourney and as soon as i went into i understood the video game was holdem rather of omaha. Rather of a lot of totally free spaces, im paying like $100 a night.